I did it for YOU....

Hi its me again...
Wonder why i updated my blog so fast?
Coz i feel like i cant handle the inner pain of mine anymore...
I feel like it going to burst and goes along with my stupid tears...

I DID IT FOR YOU....yes..its true...

December 3rd...I met a guy from facebook which his name call JS...
He's a korean canadian...and we goes along well..
He urrr......he...is UNEXPLAINABLE.....
of course...he is the most amazing thing that happens to me for year 2010....
And with a blink of an eye....December of 2011 is around the corner...

In between these year...theres tons of matter happens...and it never break our bond...i mean..friendship..
Me and him have a special relationship...More than a friend..but unfortunately Less than a lover..
Thats the only way which can describe us best...</3


Today once again...he made me brokedown....
Not because he hurt me...not because he scold me...
It is just because he actually really understand how do i feel....Thats what i feel so touched...
He told me this :'
you've always been there for me...
and yet...no matter how bad i treat you....you always there. 
No matter how many times i ignore you...you are there....
no many how many times i say i hate you.....you are always there..


We both are from the different country...
We both are 6 years different from our age...
We both are different races which he is korean and i am a typical chinese..
We dont have any related or whatsoever...
We knew each other by ourself...
And thats already proved that it is totally a miracle thats happens to me...

I told him before once...My wish for my birthday is to meet him under a christmas tree in a snowy days..
Souds stupid again huh? But you know what..it is what actually motivates me to not leaving him alone no matter what...no matter how he treat me...=')

I am not a smart girl....what i did it just straight from my mind..
Thats why when sometimes i hurt myself....i felt it...but i still do it...hahahahahaha~pathetic...
anyway.....

Dont forget......I DID IT FOR YOU.... =")

Charice – I Did It For You Lyrics

Minutes turn to hours
Hours turn to days
Knew what I have to do
Couldn’t find the words to say
We had the perfect story
Stories have an end
Had to turn the page
Cause to keep you was a sin,
oh

You know i loved you with
everything that I had
But what you needed, I
couldn’t be, had you bad
I cared enough about you,
to give you the chance
To find someone who
cares

I broke your heart
I did it for you
Tore us apart
I did it for you
Just walked away
I did it for you
Oh, for you

You wanted more than my
everything, I did it for you
Someone you knew I
couldn’t be, I did it for you
Why don’t you ever
understand me
But it’s true, it’s true
I did it for you, for you

I could say I’m sorry, wouldn’t
mean a thing
Tell you what you wanna hear
Baby, what you wanted
wasn’t from me
Held you by a string, had to
cut you loose
Cause forever is something
we can’t be

You know I loved you with
everything that I had
But what you needed, I
couldn’t be, had you bad
I cared enough about you,
to give you the chance
To find someone who
cares

I broke your heart
I did it for you
Tore us apart
I did it for you
Just walked away
I did it for you
Oh, for you

You wanted more than my
everything, I did it for you
Someone you knew I
couldn’t be, I did it for you
Why don’t you ever
understand me
But it’s true, it’s true
I did it for you, for you

They say the ones that you love

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Are the ones that you hurt the most
For all the pain that
I’ve caused you
Baby, I’m sorry

I did it for you
I did it for you
Tore us apart
I’m so sorry babe
I did it for you
Just walked away
I did it for you
For You

You wanted more than my
everything, everything
I did it for you
Someone you knew I couldn’t
be, I did it for you
Why don’t you ever
understand me
But it’s true, it’s true
I did it for you