Monday, October 29, 2012

HELLO Spider Web

Here i am again...after 3 hectic months...
I am here to sweep away those spider webs again..
Hello Friends..
I missed you all so much =)
Curious about my life for the past 3 months?

Hehehehehe~yea...
I realized that my life is like an old classic long novel(which I personally dont like it though)..
It contains many chapters...
But some of the chapters are boring...lame..and no fun at all..
ONLY those chapters which is fun ,interesting will be remember by me,myself..

Those BAD one...? 
Forget about it.. =)

Those GOOD one...?
Yea.....
I do have good ones.. 
I got myself a Holland Lop...






I got myself a REAL car......

I got myself a new hair cut
I got myself into a new relationship and We just celebrated the 1st monthsary..
We’ve had our ups and downs,
This we both know,
Through it all our love still managed to grow different thoughts we had about many things,
But our love for each other,
Had no attached strings.
(Ma Love one will remain secret :x)

That's all...
Boring huh?
Hehehehehe....
I do really hope i can have a happening life..
ACTUALLY I DID~
I spent time with my loves one and families..MY BUNNY too...
And I joined their bunny club..which actually brights up my dull and boring night life...

My night life as i mentioned is not THOSE who you thinking right now..
hahahahahahah~
It is just a session which we all sit down and chit chat ,share thoughts and knowledge regarding to bunnies.....

I met alot of new friends from there too^^
That makes my life more ease and happy

Monday, July 16, 2012

What Makes You Happy

When the moment I sign in my blog and planned to write a new post...
I always have a doubt...what doubt?
Argghh...Honestly me myself is not that sure too..
I am not a typical blogger who purposely write a blog to earn money like xiaxue,cheesiee,qiuqiu etc...

I am just a girl which loves to express my own feelings out somewhere..
But well..yea..some of them know...
FB is no longer a secure place anymore..
And i always saw someone post in FB
"stop complaining or telling us what you do every single seconds!"
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WELL
F.Y.I 
I never update my status every single seconds excuse-me?
and
if you talk about "complaining"
what's the problem if we really did?
YOU...yourself are doing the same while u're saying about us...

Moreover...FB is the place where you keep in touch with friends, and keep your pictures and share pictures with other people.

I actually does nothing wrong in it ...
agree?
But someone just like to pick bones inside an egg(**chinese knows what i mean**)
I would never want to mention who but yeah...few of them really said so...
and honestly
ME DONT LIKEY....
so....

I recently seldom update about my feelings over there but then i chose HERE..
BLOG is really my best friend beside those who can really talk to..LOL

FB limits how many words can be written but BLOG never =D
Write as long as you want ...
Express as much feelings as you want....
Even though i am more to a "reader" than a "blogger"

**YESH..I LIKE TO READ OTHER PPL'S BLOG SO MUCH"**

But not until i abandoned my own blog till half years long...
At least HALLO...i did monthly too =D..
Because hor....
My life is lifeless....
Not like others have functions every 2 or 3 days...
My life is not that happening =)
And i got my own job and part time job moving on...

What really makes me got the intention to blog is about my LIFE now...
Trust me...
I never been so miserable and pressure before..
Things keep tumbling down and i keep on trying my best to place them back .
Down...place...Down...Place....
I've never been so strong before until one day...
Words from someone really cut my heart deeply....

I can't hold anymore..
Once again i broke into tears...
Wondering for all these days..is it worth for me to fight for?
Is it really worth?

I listened to some relaxing music and piano to help my sleep at night...
Read some blogs.....and THERE..
I went through Bubz's blog...
And i saw one of her vlog 

"Secret Of Truly Happy People"


I was so depressed at that time..
though if this vlog really helps me..why not i spend 10 minutes to watch it..

OUTCOME:
The vlog that she created never makes me dissapointed but 
SHE INSPIRES me alot!

Few quotes below which really help me to think positive and live happily



NEXT TIME YOU HAVE A BAD DAY AT WORK
think of the man who has been out of work for a year


NEXT TIME YOU'RE STUCK IN TRAFFIC
think of areas in the world where automobiles are unheard of


NEXT TIME YOU FEEL LOST & UNSURE WHERE YOU'RE HEADING IN LIFE
think of the people who were short lived and didn't have the opportunity to think about what they wanted to do with their lives

NEXT TIME YOU GO THROUGH A BREAK UP
think about the people in the world who are incapable of being loved & loving others

NEXT TIME YOU'RE A VICTIM OF SOMEBODY'S JUDGEMENT
it could be worse.you could be that person!


Aww..Lindy...That's nothing which is more true than these fact...

If you can do it...I believe so do I..
All i need is just a lil bit more passion and love towards myself....
And never see kindness as a chore,think of it as an opportunity for myself to grow....

With the support from my friends,family and his...


Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Next stage of my Life

Okay guys i am back to the working life after my big day..
Which is on the 7th April 2012.....MY CONVOCATION DAY
I had moved my next stage in my life...=)


So this is where i graduated
Diploma in Interior Design
(but end up working in a property firm)
**ME LIKEY**

Start talking about the important day which i should attended earlier..
My parents were so excited and Gan Jeong to the max...
Keep asking me what time should i arrive to the venue..
They said it written by 10 am participants have to arrive and do the rehersal..
I was like "who cares? KLians good in late and delay."
So i took my own sweet time...
woke up at 8am...dress up...make up....
I even fetch my brother back to Genting( he need to work) before i get down to my big day!!!!!

LIKE A BAUS~@.@

When i reach there ( Grand Dorsett Hotel)....
What i saw is like below...
WTF~!!!I AM LATE~!!!
And i am most likey the last one who collect the paper list of my table and group!!
SO EMBARASSING>.<

But yet i manage to reach on time for the REAL DEAL loh.. =p
Manege to do some camwhores inside the toilet somemore..LOL


Hmm...so we listen to some speech done my some dunno what !$%@^!**( bad student)
and then our student representer Nazir Tay..
The best speech among all of them that day...Makes my eyes teary..FML.. ='(

And finally..its our turn to go up the stage and take our scroll (certificate) from our pricipalssss.....

PICTURE SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS
( i am not lazy k =D)

okay..almost 70% of my pic is blur><
DONT GET MAD...I GOT MY REASON!
**The night before my big day..my mom asked me should I bring a DSLR Camera to snap those pictures...I say no need so HIGH CLASS la...we keep low profile( ah cheh XD)
But then i fully regret>.< and totally forgotten our college is a DESIGN SCHOOL man~!!
It's normal like shit that everyone have their own DSLR...
and my dad keep mumbling me that day coz he can't snap good quality pictures because of it=.= FML......**


SO THOSE PICTURES WERE THE OUTCOME><
but i manage to steal some of my mate's picture over here =D..

Suppose our class is 12 of them total in 2009..
But who knows..ended up 3 of us show up only =(
While ppl start queuing up for the photo session..
GROUP SHOT!
I personally like this lot~ <3
With Mr. future inspector(Thanks for attending my graduation day ya^^ )
Playful me with two HUGE & GENUINE bouquet <3
[seriously this two bouquet is super heavy]
By my primary school teacher(green one) and my lovely mummy (blue fav)
all knows i like sunflower and blue~weee~ <3
and of course my beloved parents!!!!
Thank you for everything~ *tears*
YOUR ELDEST DAUGHTER FINALLY GRADUATED ~!!!
although the road of my studies is not that bumpy yet not that smooth..
but yet i manage to overcome all of it by urs fully support..
touch and speechless..
THANK YOU ALL OF YOU~!!

p/s:for more picha..u definitely can see from my FB Vsa.Jean
Of course without these details caption lah =)





**Bubble Fish**

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

LOVE

Don't get me wrong...
LOVE is not always about those relationship problem..
Well...i have few feelings together in my mind right now..
Just try to spilt it all out through my blog...
Hope you guys won't feel annoying..(u can choose not to read LOL)

I do not like to rely on others。。
I mean i really hate to be a troubelmaker **although sometimes i do**
But if you are the person I want to rely on, then please do not let me down. 
Not because i like you...It because i trusted you..

It's not easy for  someone to walk into my world..
However, if you happen to go into that please do not come out easily, otherwise it will leave a loophole in my heart..</3
That loophole for me forever will not heal.

If you see my tearsI am not asking you to 
sympathize me..  
In fact this is the last scene of me before i broke down..
I got no choice except to let it all out..

I hate hypocrisy, hate lies, hate and deception.
If you do that to me...we are not even friends nor enermy..
Because even a piece of dust are more important than you im my life..

People always willing to change for their loves one..
But hey...i asked now..
If you love the person..why not just accept who he/she is?
why you want to force him/her to be a person which is totally different on how actually she/he is???

LOVE is not only LOVE between couples..
For me it includes other kind of LOVE..
love TOWARDS FAMILIES.
love TOWARDS OTHER PEOPLES
& most important
love TOWARDS LIFE......


Do what you want to do....
Do not wait....
TIMES never wait for you..
If you missed use yesterday time..
It will never come back again.. =)


Appreciate LIFE while you have it....
Below video talks about a girl who is suffered from several cancer disease..
Few week before she left the world....
One last breathe...
One last sigh......
She was a beautiful angel :')

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Holiday Getaway~!!!!

Sorry for the late update on my last 2 weeks holiday getaway~ 
As if you guys read the previous post...
I took 1 day leave from my company to go to my family trip.


PULAU PANGKOR
before the night we went....
My mum cooked delicious dinner for us...
and the BEST of that night is this.....
So called Meat Dumplings..Trust me...It tasted like heaven!!!!
**Mummy i want more please***


Okay!Sorry for not taking other food pictures as i was busy eating at that time like 100 hundred days i didnt eat WTFish~=3=




And woosh~ We went to PULAU PANGKOR next day morning...


Daddy driving and my brother sitting infront( in case my dad was tired and he can drive =p)
And of course the ladies behind taking their own sweet time camwhored..hehe
Oh ya~! the left out one..My youngest brother(retarted one) hehe
My god..see how tiring he is...and his daughter still doing some funny face behind there..how bad..=3=

After 2 hours plus of driving...We reached the jetti and off we go..^_^
My doggy is with me in this trip~ah ~i should have bring petty together>.<
1st impression
After 5 years i never been here...
This place..WOW...
So beautiful and cozy.. <3
Our room..cosy as well..see how they blend the "UNMATCH" colour together?
Which came out not bad weii =)
hehe~as someone said..i like doing cam whoring all the day^^
**in the toilet anyway **

There are alot of beautiful creatures around our resort...
Peacocks...Hornbills....Butterfly...
But except of those naughty monkeys..>.<
How on earth they climb 3 floors high and slammed the glass container down!?!
WALAU EH!!!!
Lovely lunch ~ <3
1st day outfit before i went to swim^^ hehe~
Lovely or not? <3
and after the sun goes down abit..
OFF WE GO TO SWIM!!!
But..well...seaside's sun never goes down that early..
I GOT SUN BURN!!!

Yea ,so i decided to sit under a big tree and chill...
Listening to the waves sounds...watching kids playing along the beach...
This is so good...All i need is a partner... which i dont have right now..
=(
I.AM.ALONE.....
I revealed the best beach photo i captured so far!!!
LOVE TO THE MAXXXXX~~!!!

Getting ready to the beach the next morning..
Try to capture some sea creatures using this monster~
Guess what i found?
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A red eyed angry crabby
WOOSHH...It really shocked me^^ 
And the sun that day was so welcoming>.<
I barely stand the heatness and off i run back to the lobby^^ hehe
Dear chubby brother and chubby me~ <3
My forever LOVELY PARENTS~

How wish my future relationship with my husband will be like this..
Stay loving and bring their kids to the place that all of us like..
Working hard to earn a better life..
I really hope...
I can find a husband like my daddy...
he is the BEST DADDY IN THE WORLD!!!

Another funny picture i took myself playing with my friend's monster lens.. =)
Still playing** Fish eyed effect**
A touch of coolness given in this hot and warm place~ <3
The night before leaving PP..
I sat down and listening to Pinoy Band playing jazz songs...
while whatsapping with someone =)

and well....the night end so calm and i am so sleepy....
I wish the next morning never comes..
I really love beaches island and sea.. =(


but well..we have to back to the reality out there..
GOOD BYE Pulau Pangkor..
I promise..the next time i come..
There will be another important person standing beside me..=)




**Bubble Fish**